I go through these fazes where I’m like “fuck you, I don’t need you” but then a few weeks later I’m like “wait, I really miss you”
I think the hardest things for people to understand about me is the fact that I enjoy being alone. I enjoy being alone in my room all day, I find it relaxing. It doesn’t mean I’m upset or angry.
No expectations, remember?
If you want me in your life then act like it.
Why did you make me care about you?
Fuck you for stealing one my favorite names ever and attaching it to one of your stupid characters. And now you’re married and it’s all so fucking stupid. I’m still pissed even though we haven’t talked in four years. I thought we were better friends than that. I believed in you when no one else did. Fuck all your stupid poems and bullshit you fed me.
My favorite kiss happened in a bathroom, where you pinned me against a wall
In high school I put up with people just because I felt like I had to but now that I’m older I’m like yeah no, I don’t like you and literally don’t need you in my life, bye.
:guy flirts with me:
Me: wait, you’re gay right?
I haven’t posted about my life on here in awhile but it’s been pretty amazing. I only need 7 more classes after this semester to finish with my Bachelor’s degree in Psychology and Sociology. I also just bought a new car by myself. It’s a 2013 Chevy Sonic and I absolutely love it, especially since I used my own money for it. I’ve just been hanging out and enjoying life and trying not to worry about dumb things as much as I used to. I have amazing family and friends and my life is so great right now. I can’t believe how much my life has changed since high school and even from just last year. I’m so blessed I can’t even believe it. Sometimes I wake up and think that it’s a dream but it’s not, this amazing thing really is my life and I love it.
Had a pretty shitty day but I finished my 8 page paper that I had been putting off all week so that’s good. Also I know I’ve been in school too long when an 8 page paper isn’t even that long and I actually have no trouble writing that much. Next week I have finals for my summer 1 class and I start summer 2 which is going to suck cause I have to go to class everyday. But whatever, I just wanna be done with school already which is why I’m taking 12 hours this summer. Hopefully they end up being fun classes that I don’t actually mind going to. Here’s to hoping, haha.
Today is my parents 30th anniversary and my dad is going to propose to my mom cause he could never afford to do it before. The ring he bought her is seriously so beautiful and I’m probably gunna cry because its the cutest thing ever.